THE NURSE KIM STEWART LOVES DRUG ADDICTS! BECAUSE SHE IS A DRUG ADDICT.

http://alanon.activeboard.com/t12551378/all-that-glitters/

I then admitted I must really love addicts. Every
single significant relationship was with someone who abused something, alcohol, speed, or pills. All were depressed and especially angry. And I fell in love with them like I jumped off a high rise!But on my part, what's this "glittery" thing that is so
attractive about addicts? Most people would run like hell! But I do love them.

Friday, March 9, 2012

HOW DOES A PSYCHO NURSE STROLL OUT OF PROVIDENCE MEDICAL CENTER IN OLYMPIA WITH MORPHINE IN HER POCKET?

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Pain can be alleviated by morphine but the pain of social ostracism cannot be taken away.
Derek Jarman



the number of drug addicted nurses in this country is common knowledge......
or should be.....
.

http://juns.nursing.arizona.edu/articles/Fall%202002/hrobak.htm

nurse Jackie Kim certainly fits the profile....

Chemical dependency in nursing is defined as a state of psychological and or physical addiction to a chemical substance or substances. Use of the substances, whether legally or illegally obtained, leads to a professional’s inability to perform duties and responsibilities according to nursing standards.

Substance abuse among nurses can range from 2% to 18% . The rate for prescription type drug misuse is 6.9% . The prevalence of chemical dependency is 6% to 8%  according to the ANA estimates. 

According to Burke, director of the Cincinnati Police Pharmaceutical Division, his squad arrested one health care professional every six days. 70% were nurses. He stresses that not all are caught.  So the statistics show there are more nurses diverting and using than actually reported.

Denial is a key aspect by the nurse and fellow coworkers. The picture may be vague at first, but eventually the nurse’s behavior makes it clearer. Certain indicators may alert others to a problem that should be investigated. Smith et al offer indicators of chemical impairment in the areas of job performance, personality/mental status, and diversion. Usually, there is not just one indicator but several. In the workplace, the nurse may offer to work overtime. There may be an increase in absenteeism, tardiness, and use of sick time with vague excuses. The nurse may take long or frequent breaks. Job performance becomes inconsistent as function declines. Charting suffers with errors and omissions. Inadequate reporting and discrepancies with what is charted may be apparent. The nurse does just enough to get by with increased complaints from other nurses, doctors, or patients. When challenged, the nurse may offer implausible excuses for behavior or become defensive. Behavior changes may include mood fluctuation, sleeping on the job, or isolation. The nurse may have a chaotic home life or feel picked on at work. They may over react emotionally with snapping out or disproportionate crying.

Signs of diversion can be subtle. The nurse may volunteer to administer medications for others or hold the narcotics keys/count. Their patients receive more PRN pain medications but report non-effective pain relief. There may be frequent reports of lost or wasted medications. Medications should be checked for tampering such as torn packets, missing vial tops, puncture holes, and uneven fluid levels. This nurse may request to work in an area of high pain medication administration. If injecting at work, there may be blood spots on clothes.

Physical signs of use or withdrawal include hand tremors, headache, diaphoresis, abdominal/muscle cramps, diarrhea, nausea, irritability, or restlessness. These may disappear with use and are usually evident in the later stages of addiction. The problem with these indicators of addiction is that they can also be signs of psychological problems. Regardless, these behaviors impair clinical judgment and put patients at risk.

Workplace access should also be considered in the picture. Experience and knowledge may not be enough to protect healthcare workers. A study by Trinkoff et al. looked at the relationship between prescription type drug misuse and workplace access. They found that drug abuse rates of healthcare workers are comparable to the public, but prescription type misuse is higher. The 1994 study looked at three main points. They were perceived availability of a controlled substance, frequency of administration, and degree of control. The results showed that nurses, who used daily and had easier perceived access with poor control, had 2x greater odds of using. As the index for access rose, so did misuse (Trinkoff et al., 1999).

Drug addiction in nursing is based on a medical model. Dabney looked at the social science perspective and feels it is a blend of both. Peer influence with acceptance of lesser deviant behavior and exposure to that mentality influence outcomes. In his study, he found that group norms for stealing in the healthcare profession were pervasive. This included stealing of supplies, over the counter drugs, and nonnarcotic prescription drugs. These were witnessed even more frequently than self-reported. Most rationalized or condoned this behavior. They, however, looked down on narcotic diversion and use. He felt that work group norms are linked strongly to attitudes and that they influences the overall environment for more deviant behavior (Dabney, 1995).

Burke points out that most diverters are users, not sellers. But most use at work. The methods of substitution of the drug with another liquid or split shots are two methods where there is no waste discrepancy. This makes these methods hard to detect (Burke, 1999). Not all diverters are users. Tranbarger (1997) describes a nurse who would go to the pharmacy to restock the narcotics. On the way back to the unit, she would go to the restroom, pocket the meds, and discard the paperwork. She took the drugs home for her boyfriend.
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we know Kim Stewart is wound pretty tight......she's posted over and over about her problems with other nurses......her bad attitude when her mistakes are pointed out......her sense of entitlement......her depression......and her history of self medicating with alcohol and marijuana...........


and we all know all about Nurse Kim's boyfriend Tim Haugen aka ATM, don't we??.....we've been hearing about it for years........and we all know how Kim Stewart looooooooooooooves drug addicts!!!


Morphine is a Schedule II controlled substance.....

Schedule II Controlled Substances

Substances in this schedule have a high potential for abuse which may lead to severe psychological or physical dependence.
Examples of single entity schedule II narcotics include morphine and opium. Other schedule II narcotic substances and their common name brand products include: hydromorphone (Dilaudid®), methadone (Dolophine®), meperidine (Demerol®), oxycodone (OxyContin®), and fentanyl (Sublimaze® or Duragesic®).
Examples of schedule II stimulants include: amphetamine (Dexedrine®, Adderall®), methamphetamine (Desoxyn®), and methylphenidate (Ritalin®). Other schedule II substances include: cocaine, amobarbital, glutethimide, and pentobarbital.

has Kim Stewart stolen drugs from other hospitials?........probably.......did she walk out of Providence St. Peter Medical Center in Olympia with morhpine in her pocket?.........YES.....FOR SURE......DEFINATELY.....how do i know?...because she SAID SO HERSELF.........




http://www.relationshiprecoverynetwork.com/forum/advsearch?q=morphine&searchuser=briseis&exactname=1&childforums=1&limit=5

29 Mar 2011 15:12
Briseis
Re: Hello???
Things I have found in my car (remember folks, I live on a farm):

Live mouse (released)
Chickens, or eggs, or both
Goat berries (could have been Milk Duds or chocolate covered peanuts but I eat neither)
Enough feathers to make a large pillow
Enough hay and alfalfa pellets to provide a snack (thought of just leaving the door open like a restaurant but then you have the goat berry issue)
a Foley catheter kit (I'm a nurse too), an unopened cartridge of Morphine 2mg which I returned, then lived in terror and shame and check my pockets better before I leave work). Oh yes, enough alcohol wipes, 19 gauge needles, 10ml syringes, KY and stool softeners to supply a small, ill-equipped M.A.S.H. . . .

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she has enough medical supplies stolen from Providence St. Peter Medical Center in Olympia in her car to 'supply a small M.A.S.H'......wow.....
obviously Kim Stewart steals from Providence St. Peter Medical Center in Olympia...and thinks nothing of announcing it on a public forum........obviously....she has stolen, by her own admission....
alcohol wipes......19 gauge needles, 10ml syringes, KY and stool softeners......and MORPHINE......Kim Stewart strolled out of Providence St. Peter Medical Center with MORPHINE in her pocket....it wasn't prescribed to her.......it wasn't hers to take......but she took it anyway.......
the big question is......WHOSE morphine was it?....it was obviously prescribed for, and intended to relieve the pain of a CANCER PATIENT......
soooooo.......did Nurse Kim get lucky, and have a patient die on her shift, and she pocketed the morphine?.......did the crazy bitch NEGLECT to give a suffering cancer patient their morphine?.......or did she purposely withhold pain medication from a cancer patient so she could take it HERSELF?......i don't believe Providence Medical Center just gives a handful of morphine to the oncology nurses to dispense at their personal discretion.......do you?.......
how did nurse Kim end up with morphine in her car?.....along with other items taken from Providence St. Peter Medical Center?........would you want Kim Stewart to be your nurse?.......or be in charge of nursing your friend or relative who had cancer?.........
there is something very very wrong with all of this.........very very wrong........why is Kim Stewart in possession of syringes?.......and needles?.....and of course, MORPHINE???.........all 'liberated' from Providence St. Peter Medical Center?.......maybe the hospital can explain it.......because i don't think Kim Stewart has any plausible explanation..........
more on Kim Stewart's endless lies about how much money Tim Haugen spent on meth coming up!

Sunday, March 4, 2012

IS KIM STEWART AKA BINK AKA BRISEIS AKA GOOSEMAMA A LONG TIME DRUG ADDICT? ...LET'S EXAMINE THE OVERWHELMING EVIDENCE THAT SHE IS.......

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“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.” ― William S. Burroughs



UPDATE!!.....how stupid is the drug addict Kimberly Anne Stewart?....very....
here's her uh, rebuttal....

I'll gladly present a legal defense when substantial evidence is presented.
Copying and pasting selections of text from my participation on various Domestic Abuse sites and Miracles in Progress, and inserting them within her semiconscious ravings does not constitute "evidence" in any sense of the word I'm familiar with.

looks like the moron drug addict Kim Stewart isn't familiar with the word evidence at all.....probably because the psychopath Kim Stewart just lies on the fly.....and doesn't worry about evidence.......






ev·i·dence

1.
that which tends to prove or disprove something; ground for belief; proof.
2.
something that makes plain or clear; an indication or sign.
3.
Law . data presented to a court or jury in proof of the facts in issue and which may include the testimony of witnesses, records, documents, or objects.

4.
to make evident or clear; show clearly; manifest.
5.
to support by evidence: He evidenced his accusation with incriminating letters.
then there is circumstantial evidence........put this in your crack pipe and smoke it, Kim......
Circumstantial Evidence is also known as indirect evidence. It is distinguished from direct evidence, which, if believed, proves the existence of a particular fact without any inference or presumption required. Circumstantial evidence relates to a series of facts other than the particular fact sought to be proved. The party offering circumstantial evidence argues that this series of facts, by reason and experience, is so closely associated with the fact to be proved that the fact to be proved may be inferred simply from the existence of the circumstantial evidence
Circumstantial evidence is most often employed in criminal trials. Many circumstances can create inferences about an accused's guilt in a criminal matter, including the accused's resistance to arrest; the presence of a motive or opportunity to commit the crime; the accused's presence at the time and place of the crime; any denials, evasions, or contradictions on the part of the accused; and the general conduct of the accused. In addition, much Scientific Evidence is circumstantial, because it requires a jury to make a connection between the circumstance and the fact in issue. For example, with fingerprint evidence, a jury must make a connection between this evidence that the accused handled some object tied to the crime and the commission of the crime itself.

Books, movies, and television often perpetuate the belief that circumstantial evidence may not be used to convict a criminal of a crime. But this view is incorrect. In many cases, circumstantial evidence is the only evidence linking an accused to a crime; direct evidence may simply not exist. As a result, the jury may have only circumstantial evidence to consider in determining whether to convict or acquit a person charged with a crime. In fact, the U.S. Supreme Court has stated that "circumstantial evidence is intrinsically no different from testimonial [direct] evidence"(Holland v. United States, 348 U.S. 121, 75 S. Ct. 127, 99 L. Ed. 150 [1954]). Thus, the distinction between direct and circumstantial evidence has little practical effect in the presentation or admissibility of evidence in trials.

hope this has cleared things up for you Kim, you nasty little drug addict.........bummer, huh?......hope it's not too much of a buzz kill!! :)


and speaking of evidence that you're lying about never having even seen meth........how about this post from OUT OF THE FOG....

Separating & Divorcing / Day 3 NC
September 17, 2010, 02:19:05 PM

My exH was basically an out of control drug addict (besides being PD). I was living in a drug house. People came by all hours of the day and night. Not so much to buy drugs from him but to sell them to him

yeah, you were basically living in a drug house......full of drugs..drugs i guess you never saw.......athough you seem to have seen people selling them in your drug house.......yeah..........


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Kim Stewart has taken great delight in accusing me of being a drug addict......
i'm not......but i believe she is one.....i believe Kim Stewart is a long time drug addict....i'm a responsible person...who did whatever i could to care for my pets...no matter what it cost me.....the hallmark of a drug addict is irresponsibility......and you will see that Kim Stewart is one of the most irresponsible people in the world.....

i'm going to present Kim Stewart....her behavior and her own words....and compare them to the behavior of drug addicts....the lies of drug addicts.....the excuses of drug addicts........and let you be the judge and the jury.........

this is my public indictment of Kimberly Anne Stewart, a part time RN at Providence Medical Center in Olympia Washington......i say she is a drug addict....is a long time drug addict......and is a danger to her patients..........i will present my evidence and Nurse Jackie Kim can post her defense right here, if she can come up with anything other than pointing her finger at the prosecutor and flinging lies and insults, and claiming she was 'set up'.......like all white trash drug addicts do when they are busted.........


Kimberly Anne Stewart.....a nurse for over 20 years.....claims to have been a psych nurse......and to have been the manager of large Chemical Dependency hospital......there are hundreds of examples such as this, in her own words:

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=52589&st=10

I could not in good faith represent myself as a person who COULD hit the ground running in any field but psych or chemical dependency. I got that stuff down, in my sleep.

yeah, she's got that chemical dependcy stuff down, alright!......

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=78180&st=40

Do you realize that drug/sex addicts take YEARS AND YEARS to recover? One step forward, two steps back? Years in 12 step programs and therapy. Many, many relapses. They must focus on themselves to the exclusion of all others for a very, very long time. It's necessary for their long term abstinence. If he tries to convince you NOW that he is a changed man, he is LYING.
I've worked in the chemical dependency field for years, I ran a treatment program in San Diego for four years. I'm also fairly aware of what the years long recovery process looks like, both from a medical/scientific perspective and a personal one.


she can talk the talk, but she sure doesn't walk the walk!.....


now why would a nurse......who has been a psych nurse for years, as well as working in a chemical dependency hospital, chose to live with a meth addict?...someone she knew full well was a meth addict when she met him...someone she pursued relentlessly?......

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=45963&st=10

Posted 12 November 2007 - 09:39 PM


He was homeless and unable to get a driver's license.
He worked as an "orderly" at the same hospital I worked at, which is where we met.
He had a self-admitted history of methamphetamine addiction and manufacture, and a rap sheet a couple miles long.He didn't have a pot to piss in
http://alanon.activeboard.com/t13222649/being-a-grownup-part-ii/

I pursued him with a singlemindedness of a drowning person trying to get a grip on a life preserver. He was not as "sure" as I was, but within three months of dating, we were living together.

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=79447&pid=692835&st=0&
I pursued ATM with as much energy as if he were my savior.
He said a lot of the same stuff as the patients I was a psychiatric nurse for, in terms of delusion.


let's see.....what does some loser homeless meth addict have that Bink might want to the point of chasing him down?.......to the point of even tempting him with the drugs she had available...a chemical dependency nurse who give drugs to a drug addict......what's up with that???.....

in 2007 she freely admits to it....


http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=43356
I used to have a script for Xanax because I hate flying and had to for a while in one job. I refilled it, lying to my doctor, so I could give HIM the stupid pills.

by 2009 she's altered the story a little...he blamed her for getting him back on drugs..can't imagine that!!....so now she's only ever given him a one Xanax....

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=79243

He was going on an on that it was my fault he "had" to use drugs, that it was my fault he even got back into drugs because I gave him one of my Xanax (for flying in airplanes) seven years ago.

a psych and chemical dependency nurse gives drugs to a known meth addict...wow....so why would she do that?....unless she wanted him to stay addicted.....because he was a good source of drugs......because she herself was a drug addict......
let's look at her lies...the chemical dependency nurse seems suspiciously ignorant of drugs, don't ya think?......how can a chemical dependency/psych nurse not be able to identify a drug addict?....how can she not know anything about meth, and about how meth addicts behave?.....because she's lying her drug addict ass off.....

http://bink-think.livejournal.com/25932.html
I have not even seen methamphetamine in real life.

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=45963
What does a meth addict DO, anyway???

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=53891
He didn't LOOK like a drug addict, he didn't even act like one. Whatever drug addicts act like, in real life. On the psych unit, we had drug addicts but ATM didn't act like them. I lived a pretty boring and sheltered lifestyle because I had kids.

interesting line of shit, huh?......Nurse Jackie Kim knows nothing about meth....doesn't know what a meth addict DOES.....then turns around and says ATM didn't act like a drug addict!!....can she hurl any more bullshit?....yes, she can....was she just taken off guard by the meth addict Tim Haugen??....HELL NO......on Miracles in Progress she says everyone she was ever involved with was an addict....gee....wonder why???.

http://alanon.activeboard.com/t12551378/all-that-glitters/
I then admitted I must really love addicts. Every single significant relationship was with someone who abused something, alcohol, speed, or pills. All were depressed and especially angry. And I fell in love with them like I jumped off a high rise!
But on my part, what's this "glittery" thing that is so attractive about addicts? Most people would run like hell! But I do love them.


she loooooooooves drug addicts......she digs them......it's what she's looking for in a man!....she was hardly a 'victim' of Tim Haugen...she went shopping for a drug addict!.....
i'd say Kim Stewart is attracted to her own kind!!....

as i said earlier.....the HALLMARK of an addict is irresponsibility.....what kind of person lets her drug addict boyfriend smoke pot around her children?
a drug addict....

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=52278
Yep, ATM was irritable and angry unless he was stoned. I associate the smell of pot smoke with "everything's gonna be alright". I never liked it on a regular basis myself but I monitored his stash to make sure MY life would go OK in the near future
It was terrifically selfish, in retrospect. I "encouraged" an illegal activity while my children were in the house so *I* could bear to be in the same room with ATM


what kind of person allows her fifteen year old daughter to do drugs and drink in the same house with her?...long before she met the man she now blames everything on?.........a drug addict.....

http://bink-think.livejournal.com/20506.html

The next thing I remember was banging on my fifteen year old daughter's bedroom door. She opened it and clouds of marijuana smoke blew my hair backwards.

http://alanon.activeboard.com/t13222649/being-a-grownup-part-ii/
I hid out in my room a lot in my fantasy world. My kids were teens at the time and went nuts acting out, my daughter especially being defiant, using drugs and drinking, me calling the cops to report her as a runaway. She was miserable, we all were, and I knew it but could not talk about it with the therapist or even myself.


what kind of a person chooses her drug addict boyfriend over her own children?..allows him to abuse them......even abandons her minor children for him, and just moves away to a hotbed of methamphetamine manufacturing- Idaho?.............a drug addict.......

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=79507&st=30
I know I myself stayed "in" my abusive relationship knowing full well the damage it was doing to my kids. I wanted to be in the relationship for ME. I didn't want to live without ATM (my ex).

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=75619
I didn't have much in the way of objectivity and am another one who brought an abuser into my kids' lives and subjected them to it.My need to be with and stay with my abuser was greater than my concern for my children. I too made it into that ATM was "harsh" with the kids and lacked understanding or empathy for them, being teenagers and all. I minimized the abuse, and named it something else, "harsh" discipline, because it fit better into what *I* wanted, which was to remain in the relationship. As long as ATM was too "harsh" with the kids, I could work with him. So I told myself.

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=53891

I'd just left my kids in San Diego and sold everything I owned to buy a remote property in the Idaho wilderness.

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=43356
I abandoned my kids. I let Doofus run the show, and he has ruined me financially. Oh he had my complicity.


oh, i'm sure he had your complete cooperation, Kim.......
what kind of a piece of garbage allows her drug addict boyfriend to 'get rid of' her 'beloved' dogs and cats, and 'stays silent' about it?????.......a drug addict......


http://alanon.activeboard.com/t13222649/being-a-grownup-part-ii/

I took my beloved Keeshonds to a rescue. The A made short work of most of my cats. This is very, very painful to admit. He literally dumped some of them off without telling us. We (the kids and I) *knew* what he did. And stayed silent.


what kind of a piece of trash is allegedly making 75,000 dollars a year, but can't pay her property taxes on a house she scammed for free, or even the meth ranch she bought with the profits from selling the house she scammed?......a drug addict.....

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=43451
I went from making 75 a year as a nurse manager to THIS all because I gave this moron another chance about five million times.
but you weren't doing too well on 75 grand a year and a free house either were, you Kim?......drug addicts have a lot of financial problems don't they???...problems that even irked another drug addict...


http://alanon.activeboard.com/t13222649/being-a-grownup-part-ii/
I had serious financial issues of my own making that he helped me deal with. He was not in the least kind about it, but I did get everything back on track in a shortish period of time. He was very angry with me that I'd let such matters get so out of whack, and my kids were wild. After all I did create my problems, who wouldn't be disgusted by someone who got behind on her property taxes?? Who let her children run berserk? Who put off house repairs? It was true, my life was in "shambles".


couldn't or wouldn't pay your property taxes in Idaho either, right???....


http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=78164&pid=679813&st=0&
my property taxes were critically overdue on my place in Idaho, and my credit was of course destroyed.



what kind of a person behaves this way?....you've always behaved this way, Kim....it had nothing to do with the drug addict Tim Haugen...it had to do with the the drug addict Kim Stewart...the one who was scamming Welfare....who house in Tacoma was foreclosed on...you made a very vague reference to your lack of responsibility......


http://bink-think.livejournal.com/30819.html
The first home I bought foreclosed in either 1997 or 1998 because I made some stupid choices and failed to rise to the occaision and take responsibility.


what kind of a person feels no remorse for the lies they tell others?...and blames the people they to for their lying?..a drug addict.......


http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=78885&st=30

We could all build a fort and call it the Liar's Club and sit in there on the dirt floor with a flashlight telling all the lies . . .
I grew up a liar, or so I have always "known" myself.I think I was just doing everything I could to conceal myself from attack, real or imagined.

Beneath that is a knee jerk reaction to conceal, out of fear of being punished or humiliated.I hid the usual things from ATM. I was good at it. I still am, it seems to be part of my most basic coping mechanism. To hide myself, what I'm doing, what I know.I'm with everyone else. I lied to protect myself and I was so "used" to it from birth that it was just one more part of living with an abusive person that I acclimated to, like a duck to waterOne thing I do not feel any remorse over is lying to my father, or ATM. I needed to lie to them. I was just saving myself.




i think it's become clear that you have no objections to your pathological lying.....you actually enjoy it.... thanks for admitting to it!......let's just do quick summary of what we've seen so far.......here we have Kim Stewart...awash in a lifetime of total irresponsibility...even now she won't pay an old credit card debt.....

http://www.keepandshare.com/doc/3471863/binkdefaultoncreditcard-308k?da=y


let's talk about the uh, vacation from semi sanity Kim Stewart took........the one where she was curled up in a closet...the one that brought about her resignation and 'psych' leave.....what would cause some hard as nails, hateful, cold battle axe of a psych nurse to have a complete mental breakdown?......a 'mean boss'?.......doubt it....
drug addction?......much more likely.....


http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=52817&st=0
Eventually, I had trouble getting out of bed to go to work. One day I got up, got dressed, started to cry and sat in the closet until ATM got up and found me. He was alarmed and called my boss and they went back and forth for a while. I took time off, came back refreshed, and within months, did it again. Twice more. The fourth time I "lost it", I called off work and went to a psychiatrist I knew from my previous job and he put me on a medical leave effective immediately. I emailed my boss, because I could not face him, it was one more failure. I immediately resigned, so he could replace me.
My potential employers have been trying to confirm my employment with my old boss. He refuses to speak to them. At all. He is well within his rights to do so. He is subject to a lawsuit if he comes right out and tells them he thinks I suck. He can't say anything negative without risk, in this day and age. But he's smart, and he knows the laws and rules. Refusing to speak to prospective employers is a RED FLAG to them.On Thursday, my prospective employer, with whom I have an interview on Wednesday, called me to tell me NONE of my references would return her call or even come to the phone. My ex-boss left a message that he was "unable to help them". I am worried I will have to explain WHY my previous employer won't speak to them the sonofaitch. I am painted with a bad brush.
I feel like I should be "ready" to explain something about what happened at my last job. Yet there are so many red flags already. Yup, I burnt out and went on a MENTAL HEALTH LEAVE OF ABSENSE.



yeah......lots of red flags there Kim!!....if you simply were overworked i doubt your former boss would be so unwilling to help you out.....maybe it was something else, huh??......like drugs......

but how dare i insinuate Kim Stewart may be a drug addict!!....she can call me one, smear me all over the internet with her LIES....but i drop a little truth about her and she goes APE shit.......so tell me, chemical dependency expert Nurse Jackie Kim.......what else would make a person behave the way you've been behaving lately?......i don't think it's your 'situational depression', which you're also lying about.....that causes you to have paranoid delusions....

was it an overdose of Mountain Dew and Kentucky Fried Chicken that led you to believe there was an injunction against me blogging?......and that i'm not even me, but that i'm Barbara Camwell???.....or was it an overloaded meth pipe???

http://bink-think.livejournal.com/30143.html

The defamation blogs about Sandra Brown, MA and Melissa Kester (the plaintiff in a defamation suit against McGrannahan and Camwell Ness) are off-limits now. It is a crime to obtain public records in order to harass an individual.
Update: Late tonight, Barb violated the injunction and blogged again. Since, she's emailed me once an hour, at least.

so, what are you on Kim?.....i don't think this kind of delusion is the result of vitamin tabs......Lortabs, maybe.......


what made you into the drug addicted piece of loser shit you are, Kim?.....don't try to blame it on your fake sad childhood....

http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=47988







If I got a nickel every time a drug addict told me he/she used drugs because of an unperfect childhood (and I worked with them off and on for fifteen years) I would not be enjoying a glass of government grapefruit juice, but nstead a $4 Venti Chai Latte


i know how you love to talk behind people's backs...Tim Haugen, everyone at the Catbox, your former bosses.......but do you know that people talk behind yours?...yeah, they do......your dear friend Tallulah aka Cynthis Baron let the crack pipe out of the bag.....a looooooong time ago.....when i brought up her obvious alcoholism.......

From: Cynthia Baron <ctbaron@gmail.com>
To: Mary Mcgrannahan
Sent: Mon, May 31, 2010 2:32:58 PM
Subject: Re: case in point.......


You're right. That diabtribe? Yeah. I was daaaaaarunk.Totally. I never trust a teetotalling assclowns who won't dare sip a glass of wine for fear of their 'real self' being exposed.
Yeah, I'll admit if I'm hitting the sauce. Oh, and I do crack too. It's what Binky does. She convinced me that it's wiser to do it that way then to blow it all up my nose.

    coming up next....looks like Kim Stewart has been 'situationally depressed' and about to stop taking those antidepressants for about ......FOREVER.....and more of her crazy emails to me......but she's not on drugs......nope.....not her......no way.......knows nothing about drugs........not a thing...........








    KIM STEWART AKA BINK AKA BRISEIS..MORE OF HER DITY LITTLE SECRETS REVEALED!

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    Let the bullshit blow in the breeze.





    we're all familiar with Kim Stewart's plan for domestic violence victims....she's going to blame them all for their abuse........she says so.......


    " As I've written before, the unthinkable is true, that at heart, the victim and perp suffer from the same condition. They just take up position on opposite poles of the same problem. At heart, they are equally as greedy and destructive, at least in results. I know this is what makes me a pariah in the domestic violence victim community, this willingness of mine to point out the stain on the lily white garment of the abused."


    well Kim, you lunatic........here's something else unthinkable but true....i'm pointing out the stains on YOUR dingy white garment......and i'm very very very willing to do it.........

    here's a really nasty stain......Kim Stewart's 'situational depression' excuse.......
    pooooor thing......she's not a raving paranoid schizoid drug addict....nooooo....
    just a little depression......'situational depression' in fact......short term....no big deal......she's just about over it........hahahahahaha..........

    February 23, 2012....just a little depression..she's on something....apparently she's so crazy she can't remember what exactly....but it's just a little depression..

    http://bink-think.livejournal.com/30819.html

    I have suffered from situational depression and anxiety, and take Lexapro, an antidepressant, with very positive effect. I am down to 10mg daily, and hope to be weaned off completely by June. I have never been diagnosed with or treated for anything other than depression.
    like all psychopaths, she contradicts herself in the same paragraph.....never been diagnosed with anything other than depression...well, except....anxiety...
    and she's on Lexapro...10mg....but in an email she sent me the same day...it's a whole different story....
    From: Kim Stewart goosewhisperer@gmail.com
    Friday, February 24, 2012 11:50 PM

    I have suffered from situational depression and anxiety, and take Celexa, an antidepressant, with very positive effect. I am down to 20mg daily, and hope to be weaned off completely by June. I have never been diagnosed with or treated for anything other than depression. I complied with the psychiatrist's recommendations and underwent cognitive-behavioral therapy twice, with what I feel are positive effects as well.
    i wouldn't be holding out much hope of that, Kim.......here you are on OUR PLACE....December 8, 2011
    http://forums.our-place-online.net/index.php?showtopic=9676&st=0&p=127701&hl=+bink +celexa&fromsearch=1&#entry127701


    Posted 08 December 2011 - 01:28 AM
    I'm gonna pick up my prescription for Lexapro tomorrow. I've been on Celexa for about three years, and my shrink thinks I'm having a "poop out" (not sleeping great).
    i would think, as a psych nurse, you'd know more about situational depression.....or try to know more, before you lie about having it.....
    http://psychiatristscottsdale.com/types-of-depression/
    Situational Depression: Typically major stressors in life will bring on situational depression such as a divorce, death of a loved one, loss of a job, the economy or any factors that will negatively affect your life – and these can be very debilitating and usually trigger these types of depression.. The length of time for situational depression symptoms will usually coincide with the duration of the stressful events.
    Clinical Depression: Occurs without any apparent traumatic or stressful events present.
    how long have you had that 'situational depression', Bink?.......about 47 years???..let's see if we can do the math........let's see.......
    December 2010....you were tapering off then, too.......
    http://www.lisaescott.com/forum/2010/12/13/anti-depressive-drugs-comments-please



    I've had very helpful

    I've had very helpful experience with them. For me, rebalancing the seratonin and norepiniphrine is exactly what I needed. My psychiatrist will help me taper off of them in the next year.
    It NEVER seems like a little pill could actually help. I'm walking talking proof that it does.
    Lot's of people are against these kinds of medications. I have listened to them over and over and mostly what I hear is a lot of fear not based in reality. There are deep seated fears about meds that affect your "mind". There are deep seated fears about mental illness, or being diagnosed with one.

    Depression is CURABLE. So is anxiety (often goes hand in hand with depression). It is completely and utterly curable. With a good therapist and a year or two on antidepressants (or keep taking them forever, it's just a pill), it is CURABLE.


    when do you expect to be uh cured, Bink???....because in December you said on Our Place that you'd been on Celexa for three years, and were switching to Lexapro.....you don't have depression Bink......there's no cure for psychopathy..
    and you've got a terminal case of LYING DUMBASS......for example....
    here you are on Miracles in Progress.....April, 2007

    http://alanon.activeboard.com/t11393606/my-worst-day-yet-when-is-this-gonna-get-better/

    I think the reason I don't go into the black pit of hell is because I'm on an antidepressant, one I took for years with PMS but lately take it daily.


    and May, 2007

    http://alanon.activeboard.com/t11932982/happy-happy-joy-joy-joy-not/

    I've suffered depression most of my adult life, been off but mostly on this or that antidepressant.


    and August, 2007

    http://alanon.activeboard.com/t13269680/on-empty-depleted/

    I attribute much of my sanity, living with my active A in the last few years to antidepressant meds. They did not make me feel like a million bucks or like much of anything. But what they did do was keep me from going way down there into the depths of depression.


    and September, 2007....

    http://alanon.activeboard.com/t13641380/im-living-in-one-big-panick-attack-help/

    The psych who prescribed my antidepressants suggested I up my dose by half for a week or two, as antidepressants tend to improve sleep. Sleeping pills for a short term basis might be good too, just to get ya over the hump.

    http://www.lisaescott.com/index.php?q=forum/2010/09/17/will-i-ever-stop-obsessing-i-cant-stop-no-matter-how-hard-i-try

    It's almost impossible to



    soooooooo......in your own words you've been on this or that antidepressant most of your entire life.....soooooooo your 'situational depression' is caused by the situation of of being you.......is that correct????....it's certainly understandable......i'm sure it sucks ass being you......which is why you so enjoy imagining that other people are the same kind of loathsome trash you are....

    i can tell you this........47 years of antidepressants haven't helped you a bit....
    of course Lexapro can't make a human being out of a sack of shit psychopath,
    no matter how many milligrams you take..or how long you take it...

    well.....that's quite the shit stain on your lily white garment.....and oh look- there's another one.....the lies you tell about your step mother......


    Kim Stewart's stepmother is Margaret Bowman Higgins Stewart.....Kim says she's a criminal.........well....sometimes she says she's a criminal.....on the Catbox, for example......in April 2008, her horrible stepmother had her doing all sorts of vague illegal and immoral things.......


    Distance and time are the cure. Yes, my father and step mother shat the bed when I moved away and stopped contact with them. They had me doing all kinds of illegal and immoral things. It died down, eventually, and I realized what an utter GIFT it was to be free of their meddling and abuse.

    and Margaret was still a criminal in August 2008.....
    http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=54360&st=10

    Posted 15 August 2008 - 08:28 PM
    I had to move away from my abusive father (and his partner in crime new wife) and cut off contact with them just to find out who in the HELL I even am . I had to go somewhere far away just to begin to be a separate person.


    but my May 2009.....her father had destroyed her close relationship with her stepmother.....

    I had to break it off with my father many years ago. He was intrusive, a crazy maker, and believed I (and the rest of the world) existed soley to meet whatever need his whims dictated -- or else. I shudder to remember how I had to just stop contact with him. Ignored phone calls and letters. Thank god I lived 1200 miles away, because he only tried to come "find" me once, and I thwarted his effort. This cost me a relationship with my step mother, who I'd become close to.
    well Bink.....is Margaret Ma Barker or......Martha Stewart???....

    It was HARD to decide what color to paint my bedroom. Would my stepmother (Martha Stewart's lesser twin) recoil in horror? Why did I even care, she doesn't sleep in there!
    i guess it wasn't so horrible that your parasitic ass couldn't shack there for five long years, huh???

    http://bink-think.livejournal.com/20775.html
    I'd tell her I ended up raising my children on my own, without a cent of child support. I had to live with my father and step mother (uuurrrgh) for five years while I put myself through nursing school.
    you didn't mind your wicked stepmother and horrible criminal father helping you get your beloved nursing degree, did you?.......then you turn around and smear them.....like you do everyone.........you're trash.........
    I took off in my late twenties and lived far away from my FOO for 15 years. my father and stepmother, who ironically reached out and helped me the most (get myBSN/RN) ended up being . . . well, I'm no contact with either of them.


    i searched Washington court records for your horrible wicked criminal stepmother, Margaret Bowman Higgins Stewart......under all of those names......separately and together.......and of course, she has no criminal record......

    it appears her only crime was letting a piece of garbage like you into her home and her life..........


    now here's a really nasty stain on Kim Stewart's already dingy white garment......


    she conned members of the Catbox out of money.......she was broke she told them.......he animals were going to starve......she was penniless....and yet the psychopath has the nerve to now get on OUR PLACE, where some of those very same women she got money from still post........and says this.....



    http://forums.our-place-online.net/index.php?showtopic=10049&st=0&p=131536&hl=+bink


    If ATM could have seen what truly went on in my head during those last months, things would have been so much worse. I even offered him 20K to leave me (to use for drug/alcohol treatment of course, but I didn't give a flying phooey what he did with the money but get away from me).


    WTF????......she says that.....after years of saying this????....her whine a thon.....where she cried about ATM....."Spending 99% of the farm money on drugs and leaving her penniless" ....


    http://www.drirene.com/catbox/index.php?showtopic=47160

    Posted 18 December 2007 - 09:09 PM

    My car spouted an exhaust leak and I am BROKE. I mean I have NO money except about 200 bucks worth of savings bonds. Then the phone company called and my "service may be temporarily disconnected" tonight at midnight.
    Oh yeah, my lawyer called me back to tell me he doesn't think refunding me any of my retainer is a good idea considering we will need every cent 'cause ATM is now on a litigious ROLL. He also counseled me NOT to sell anything, even if my phone gets cut off, and he was very serious about that.

    Oh and I have four bales of hay left for the goats. I've been trying to sell them off without any luck for months, I have offered them for FREE to local 4H but haven't heard back . . . guys, my only other option is to shoot them and butcher them.
    Not a single person has offered to help me keep them going until I can somehow, some way, get them on to new homes or (squick) Freezer Camp.

    this nasty bitch is either completely insane........or she is the most foul, unconscionable psychopath who ever walked the face of the earth........
    either way...........this bitch needs to be kept out of normal society.........
    coming up next.........Kim Stewart smears her sister Judy Louderback.....and her ex-husband Richard Byrd........and her father Gary Thomas Stewart....